‘Excuse me, ma’am. He pooped in the tunnel. We have to get everyone off the playground so it can be sanitized.’ The gentleman’s face was squished in anger and frustration.’

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“Once at an indoor playground, my son pooped his pants.

It was a total blowout, the kind that oozed out of his pull-up and straight down his legs.

An employee escorted my disgusting toddler off the playground. He was… annoyed.

‘Excuse me, ma’am, it seems he pooped all in the tunnel, and now we have to get everyone off the playground so that area can be sanitized.’

The gentleman’s face was squished in anger and frustration as he continued to stare at me for several seconds after he stopped talking.

I apologized profusely.

I told him I would clean it all up.

I felt like a bad mom.

I bent down to rummage through my bag for wipes and new pants.

As I stood back up, the man was still there.

Still staring.

I continued to apologize, but what I really wanted to say was, ‘Look mister, I am sorry this happened, but to be fair…


But, since I am a mature adult who understands that I am indeed responsible for my toddler’s mess, I just walked away to clean up the literal crap show.

Since then, my son has grown up a bit.

He is an incredible child who makes me proud most of the time, but he still isn’t past getting in trouble.

He stole his friend’s toy.

He kicked a kid on the playground.

He screamed a curse word in class.

I have done none of these things personally, yet I still find myself feeling the shame over his behavior. Maybe I should have been stricter, or more lenient. Surely there was some steps I could have taken to raise a gentler child who follows the rules.

As he gets older, I am finding myself less able to clean up his messes and mistakes.

There is only so much we can fix as parents.

There is only so much we can prevent.

Your daughter hit her brother. You can punish her and explain why we don’t hurt others, but you can’t guarantee she won’t do it again.

You can preach the importance of following school rules. You can take away privileges when your child doesn’t listen in class. But, you can’t go in to the classroom and make him behave.

You can buy the safest car and enroll your child in drivers ed, but you can’t always be there to make sure they are smart behind the wheel.

You can try programs and scare tactics to warn your teen of the dangers of drug and alcohol abuse, but you can’t be sure they will heed your warnings.

You can try every single tactic and consequence.

You can read all the books.

You can pray until you don’t have any more prayers, but you can’t make the choices for your children.

As our children grow older, they will have to be responsible for their own crap.

As parents, we can’t take too much credit for their successes.

We can’t take too much blame for their failures.

Mama, remember that you can be an amazing person and have a kid who messes up.

Through it all we keep trying because more than anything else, we really want to raise good people.

We put our everything in to setting them up for greatness, but they are going to screw up from time to time.

Give yourself some grace.

Do what you can to correct and guide, but let yourself off the hook.

You are a whole person who is defined by so much more than how your child is acting today.”


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