I Became An Adult The Day My Mother Died

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“It wasn’t the day I got my driver’s license.

It wasn’t the day I got married or had children.

None of those things made me feel like an adult.

The truth is, I did a lot of adulting before I ever actually felt like one.

That all changed the day my mother died.

I became an adult.

The kind of adult that doesn’t have a mother.

That kind of adulthood that can’t be ignored.

It’s the kind of adult that suddenly gains immense responsibility.

Instantly you have a new authority, one you never wanted.

Losing a parent changes you.

You feel like an orphan.

The very person and soul that created you is gone, which means that portion of your being is gone too.

You are different, and you will remain different.

It’s impossible to be the same person you were when your parent was alive, walking around this world with you.

The world is now empty of one of the most important people in your life.

The world is now empty of all they were and all they gave.

Because of that, the world now feels empty, even if it’s still full of others you love and adore.

I became an adult the day my mother died.

I gained responsibility and lost a piece of my soul, all in the same second.

Maturity found me, as did heartbreak.

Courtesy of Chelsea Ohlemiller

The day your parent dies, your future looks different. Pieces of it are stolen from you. Moments gone. New memories no longer allowed. It’s as if all of their love, wisdom and guidance drift into your existence, the second they lose theirs.

You’re forever changed.

If you want to feel like an adult, wait until the moment you lose a parent. Adulthood finds you immediately, and you are never the same.”

This story was submitted to Love What Matters by Chelsea Ohlemiller of Indianapolis, Indiana. You can follow her journey on FacebookInstagram, and her blogSubmit your own story here and be sure to subscribe to our free email newsletter for our best stories, and YouTube for our best videos.

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