battling chronic illness

‘A co-worker came up to me. ‘Half your face looks a little strange.’ I tried to respond, but couldn’t move my mouth to speak. My first thought was, ‘Am I having a stroke?’

“I rushed to the hospital. The pain was so bad I literally thought, ‘There’s no possible way I am going to survive this. A human being can’t survive this much pain.’ I was prescribed a copious amount of medication. When would I stop needing it? Never. I thought I would never get a chance to be a mom, but I didn’t want to give up my dream.”

‘I was at work when I got the call from my doctor. Time stopped moving. The only part I remember is him telling me there are no known cures. I was literally watching myself decay.’

“I was terrified my boyfriend would leave me because it made me look different, or because it was just too much for him. I felt him distancing himself from me out of fear; he kept telling me how scared he was for me, and how he didn’t understand how this could have happened to me so quickly.”

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