‘I finally got the words out, ‘I DON’T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!’ I grabbed a bottle of ibuprofen, filled my hand and swallowed. I’ll never forget the look on her face.’: 4 years after suicide attempt, woman says she’s a ‘new person’ “The last message she sent to me read, ‘You don’t matter anyways, maybe you should just disappear.’” Edited By Eliza Murphy