I achieve as a father because of you. It’s that simple.
Not to take anything away from Dad, who has been a loving and supportive superstar father every single step of my life. He is a beautiful soul and a guiding star. He is my rock. I’m grateful you found each other.
But your unconditional love I know now is the primary reason I have been able to make the most out of my circumstances, and become a one-of-a-kind parent to my daughter. Your influence has shaped my parenting style in countless ways, many of which I am still just starting to understand.
As a single parent household, I am completely on my own – which is different in some ways from your experience. I am responsible for all parenting tasks from the day to day caretaking activities to the emotional development. My child needs me to be well-rounded and I expect to comprehensively deliver 100% as a parent, not only as a father.
Obviously, you didn’t raise me in anticipation of my single parent status. You just needed to make me feel like I was the greatest gift of your life. You knew everything else would naturally fall out of that. And it did.
Like many mothers and fathers, I was worried initially I might not be able to provide the care my daughter needed to feel happy and secure. But my nurturing instincts kicked in effortlessly. More recently, and with ten years of parenting under my belt, I now have come to realize your influence is the foundation of my love and dedication as a parent.
How do I know this? Here’s what I can tell you–
You taught me the importance of expressing my emotions by showing your own.
You communicated that your family is your heartbeat through actions, not just words.
You taught me to be a kind and compassionate human by never talking poorly about anyone.
You always looked in my eyes and smiled at me.
You forced me to kiss and hug you when I didn’t want to.
You sometimes got upset with me but always took the time to explain your rationale (and you knew to cool off before you did).
You were always accountable for your actions and apologized if the situation required it.
You treated me no different than your daughters and just imparted what you believed to be winning characteristics of a successful mother.
You never overstepped and made me understand that knowing right versus wrong was the principal guide I required to be a good person; and that everything else would follow.
You showed me the qualities of a strong woman, so I would know how to treat women with admiration and respect.
You demonstrated that being a mother was your favorite thing in the world.
You did a little bit of everything. And a lot of anything!
Most importantly, you taught me how to be a good mother, not just a good parent.
Let me be clear. None of what I’m expressing has to do with gender roles. None of that matters. I am merely disclosing that my achievements as a father/parent have so much to do with the example you set for me, and still does to this day. The impact was that significant.
So why do I share this?
Let’s be honest. It’s hard to know if we, as parents, are doing the right thing and making a difference in the lives of our child(ren). I deal with this conflict and doubt on a daily basis – and I know a majority of parents do too. I appreciate when others tell me ‘you’re doing a good job.’
So now it is my turn, Mom, to share this message with other parents and let them know they are doing an incredible job! Whether you thought you did things right or wrong, you have inspired me. I hope I can offer a new perspective that other mothers and fathers will appreciate – as a grown son of an adoring mother – and share it broadly through my narratives.
It is undoubtedly about intention and effort. You taught me there is no perfection in motherhood. Ultimately, we must lean on love to give us the confidence we regularly need to be happy being a mother or father and, especially, to endure the struggles of parenthood. Love is never one-sided. I trust the choices I make and the feelings I express are being used to shape a life for the better.
Thank you, Mom. You still make me feel like I was the greatest gift of your life.”
This story was submitted to Love What Matters by Damon D’Arienzo of Massachusetts. You can follow his journey as a single father on Instagram, Facebook, and his website. Do you have a similar experience? We’d like to hear your important journey. Submit your own story here, and be sure to subscribe to our free email newsletter for our best stories.
Read more from Damon here:
‘I had to leave. I had to be a single dad to be a better father for my daughter.’: Single dad explains his relationship was ‘vulnerable, beyond repair,’ despite being determined to have a ‘strong co-parenting relationship’
‘It’s not fair,’ my daughter said, tears welling up in her eyes. I’ll never forget the first holiday I spent without her.’: Single dad determined to make splitting holidays work, ‘We were together and that’s what matters’
‘He was more than a friend. He was her protector. The one at school to rescue her from a tough day. I will never forget him.’: After daughter loses close friend, dad remembers his legacy, ‘He will live on in us’
Provide strength and encouragement for other single parents. SHARE this story on Facebook with your friends and family.