“‘Behind every great child is a mom who’s pretty sure she’s screwing it all up.’ — Unknown
That’s me. I’m that mother. Maybe you are, too?
There is so much noise in being a mother. And touching. And things to clean. Sometimes I just want to be alone. But when I am alone, I miss you. I feel guilty for carving out space just for me.
Plus, there are so many decisions. Analysis paralysis. Will she…won’t she. It never ends. And, of course, it goes too fast.
Motherhood is a beautiful mess of chaos. Dirty boots. Messy counters. Stuffies in every corner possible. All signs of it. All signs of this beautiful, messy life we share together. I’m so glad I get to be your mother.
So today, I sip my chai and think. Perhaps, just today, I can let things be. Laugh a little louder. Work a little less. Hug a little tighter. Someday, I will miss this.”
This story was submitted to Love What Matters by Antonia Grant from Minnesota. You can follow her journey on Instagram and her website. Be sure to subscribe to our free email newsletter for our best stories.
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