“I felt perpetually punished for existing. I was barred from running, then from even walking. I realized if I stayed this way, I would die.”

“I felt perpetually punished for existing. I was barred from running, then from even walking. I realized if I stayed this way, I would die.”
“Not everyone is going to like you, and it has nothing to do with you.”
“If your ultimate goal is to love a child and create a family, it won’t matter when you finally have the child you were meant to have all along.”
“I felt the right side of my body get heavy. My knee gave out, and a lightheaded feeling like a strong high took over. But I was convinced I must be okay.”
“I ended up getting pregnant with Josh’s baby in late October. I remember Josh looking at me once we read the pregnancy test and he asked, ‘What will Riley think of me?’ I was completely heartbroken. I couldn’t believe he would say those words to me. What about me, what about our baby?”
“My heart was shattered the day I was released from the hospital without my son. I prayed my sweet boy would be in caring hands.”
“I looked around and took inventory of the couples we once knew. The ones we shared drinks with. That we laughed with. That we played pool with. And they were all still doing all of the things, sitting with the people they love. And I was sitting with a memory.”
“During the early stages of the pregnancy, every physician we met asked us if we wanted to take our triplet pregnancy down to a singleton, as the risk was extremely high. Every time our answer was the same: ‘NO!'”
“My parents couldn’t understand my crippling depression because I could always ‘pick myself up.’ Now, I was lying in a twin-size shelter bed with my 2-year-old, plotting what to do next.”
“Fear is just a calling card to ACT. Accept the invitation.”