“Mary Judith Janak was born on April 19, 1962, in Johnstown, Pennsylvania. She was the daughter of Martha Rybar Rees Janak, an elementary school teacher, and Stephen Benton Elkins Janak, a mill worker. She had two older half-sisters, Ann, and Judy Rees, who were fraternal twins.
She was my Aunt.
Her life was not easy.
She was always ‘different.’
‘Is she toilet trained?’
‘Can she tie her shoes?’
‘Can she dress herself?’
He responded, ‘A 56 IQ is an imbecile and they are incapable of doing any of that. She may have a low sugar day, but she is not a 56 IQ.’
And that was that.
Aunt Mary went on to live a life of trials and adversity.
I was only 5 years old when she died and have very few personal memories of her.
I remember my mother and father driving us from Florida to Pennsylvania one summer to visit my grandparents and Aunt Mary. I vaguely recall Aunt Mary excitedly approaching me and my younger sister on the steps of my grandparent’s house and hugging us when we arrived. I remember Aunt Mary was missing knuckles on some of her fingers, a condition that often accompanies those like her who had pseudopseudohypoparathyroidism, a rare genetic malady where the affected individual has skeletal abnormalities.
I remember Aunt Mary routinely pricking her finger with a needle and then wiping the blood on a small strip of paper that she stuck into a little machine.
The news of Aunt Mary’s death is another ‘standout’ memory from my childhood. My family was living in the small town of Palm Coast on Florida’s east coast, and I remember my mother standing in the kitchen nook talking on the phone with whomever broke the horrible news. The look on her face was a mix of despair and shock, as Aunt Mary’s passing was truly unexpected.
Yes, she had diabetes, but nobody expected her to die. Not at that age.
Those are all the things my young mind remembers about Aunt Mary.
It wasn’t until later in my life that I learned Aunt Mary was ‘slow’ and had mental handicaps.
Though she only lived to be 25, Aunt Mary’s life was extraordinary.
She was a legend.
It’s fair to say that every single person who ever encountered Aunt Mary has their own favorite story about her.
She had attributes that so many of us lack.
She saw her self worth and defended it.
My grandmother thought it was important for Aunt Mary to live as independently as possible despite her disabilities. When Aunt Mary was in her early twenties, my grandmother moved her into a group home for the handicapped in Mylo Park, a suburb of Ebensburg in southwest Pennsylvania.
One of the staff members at the group home, a college graduate, decided it would be beneficial for Aunt Mary to wear a medal around her neck that read:
‘I am Retarded.’
(While offensive, this term was widely used in the 1960s, 1970s, and 1980s to describe a person who is cognitively impaired.)
That way, the staff member reasoned, if Aunt Mary ventured into town and found herself in a conundrum, whoever she approached would know she had a handicap and could try to help her.
Aunt Mary was having none of this ‘I am Retarded’ medal business, and suggested that the staff member should wear a medal around her neck that read:
‘I am Ordinary.’
Aunt Mary had self-respect, spoke up for herself, and put the staff member right in her place.
With her ordinary self.
Aunt Mary didn’t end up wearing that stupid medal.
Aunt Mary was routinely mocked about her physical appearance.
When she was in high school, Aunt Mary came home crying several days in a row. She told my grandmother that one of the popular jocks, a well-known athlete named Scott, was teasing her and calling her ‘Moonwalker’ in front of all the other kids in the hallways. (This name-calling was likely triggered by the fact that Aunt Mary walked with an awkward gait and, because of that, wore corrective shoes.)
Hurt and frustrated, Aunt Mary asked my grandmother if there was something she could to do help.
My grandmother told Aunt Mary she couldn’t stop the names and she would need to ignore it until Billy moved along and bullied someone else.
‘Sticks and stones.’
Several days later, the phone rang at my grandparents’ house.
‘Is this Mrs. Banda?’
‘Yes it is.’
‘This is Scott’s mother. I’m calling because Mary started a rumor at school that she’s pregnant and Scott is the father. You need to tell her to stop spreading lies.’
My grandmother internally screamed ‘YES!’ and mentally gave Aunt Mary a high-five.
‘Well,’ my grandmother said, ‘If you tell Scott to stop calling Mary a moonwalker, than I’ll ask her to stop telling people she’s pregnant with his child.’
That was the end of it.
From that point forward, Scott left Aunt Mary alone.
Instead of feeling sorry for herself and waiting for the storm of Scott’s browbeating to pass, Aunt Mary took matters into her own hands.
She knew what she wanted and went after it.
Aunt Mary was a huge Pittsburgh Steelers fan. Perfect timing, because she was alive when they won four Super Bowl championships.
Don’t get me wrong, Aunt Mary was absolutely not a bandwagon or fair-weather fan. Win or lose, she would have proudly waved her Terrible Towel, an iconic symbol of their fan base. Her bedroom was adorned with Steeler paraphernalia.
Bobbleheads. Pennants. T-Shirts.
Aunt Mary had a particular crush on Jack Ham, a well-known linebacker who played for the Steelers between 1971 and 1982. Like Aunt Mary, Ham was born and raised in Johnstown and went to the same Catholic high school as my mother and her twin sister, although they were seven years younger than him.
He was a big deal and a celebrity. Such a big deal that he was subsequently inducted into the Pro Football Hall of Fame in 1988.
One evening my grandmother’s phone rang.
A young man’s voice was on the other end.
‘Hi, is Mary there?’
‘No, she’s not, may I take a message?’
‘Yes, this is Jack Ham. Do you know when she’ll be home?’
‘Oh my goodness, Jack, it’s so nice of you to call. Mary is a huge fan of yours. She’s not here right now because she’s over at a dance being held by The Association for Retarded Citizens. Do you want to leave a message and I’ll have her call you back?’
Mr. Ham didn’t want to leave a message, and he never called back.
Who knows why he was calling.
To this day, nobody knows whether Aunt Mary somehow tracked down his number, called him, and he was returning the call, or if she was sending him letters for which he was responding with a call.
We will never know.
All we do know is that she was fearless and unintimidated.
How many of us would have the guts to contact our celebrity crush?
Our world is consumed with labels.
Everybody has one.
Autistic. Depressed. Little Person. Rich and Poor. Anxious. ADD. Schizophrenic. Tomboy. Bimbo. Immigrant. Fat. Republican or Democrat. Druggie. Bookworm. Nerd. Dyslexic. Emotional. Socialist. Adulterer. Disabled. Alcoholic. Obsessive-Compulsive.
Aunt Mary didn’t allow her label to limit her. She didn’t care what other people thought about her and lived her life by her own terms.
She generally did what she wanted, when she wanted to do it.
There is a special freedom that comes with not responding to what other people think.
With not being consumed by what the world has labeled us.
Like Aunt Mary, the freedom comes with seeing and defending your own self-worth.
It comes with meeting obstacles with humor and creativity.
That comes with knowing what you want and going after it.
Like most handicapped individuals, Aunt Mary had a great personality. She was a happy person who shared easily and was friendly and kind. She had a moral code, lived by it, and expected that it be reciprocated. Mean people confused her perception that life was beautiful.
Her funeral viewing lasted two full days. My grandmother was amazed at the many young and old people who came to say goodbye to Aunt Mary, many in tears.
One in particular stands out. Linda, the University of Pittsburgh basketball star player who came to view Aunt Mary who said: ‘My best friend died.’
Aunt Mary had the freedom that so many of us lack and her life was cut short so we could appreciate her and learn from her.
She saw that being ordinary was so much worse than any other label.
Cheers to you, Aunt Mary.
I love you and will see you again.”
This story was written by Jennifer Burby of Tampa, Florida. You can follow her on Instagram here and her Facebook page here. An original version of this story is from her blog here. Do you have a similar experience? We’d like to hear your important journey. Submit your own story here, and be sure to subscribe to our free email newsletter for our best stories.
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